I never knew the emotion that could come along with letting go....inside there was a lot of fear...fear of being alone. because of it i could not love completely...nobody noticed how i was not capable of loving them completely i saw them through this vapor and as i tried to reach them i was lost ...without fire, i needed fire to grab...Yet to the world i stretched out a feeble hand....how could this feeble hand hold onto anything?
i had become half man half lost... a soul searching to find it self.
Where was the girl who was fashion crazy
Where was the girl who laughed out loud
Where was the girl who loved to draw sketches...have you seen my sketches?
Where was the artist...
Where was the lady who loved to do her nails ....ha ha ha on that note i remember doing my nails so fine that an expert refused to undo them cos he thought he would not do better.
Where was the girl with a signature? who had a unique style.... i could only remember her from a distance...she loved big hair and cloths cloths cloths shopping for stylish stuff
I lost her.............somewhere when i met a beast he took her with her and changed her into a monster that was sad and dull and ever running at times overeating because she cared no more about being small.
The cold hearted monster with the heart of a beast .....had made her empty and
Through my hazy eyes, Looking through the vapor i swore that i was gonna find her .
Until when i wore that cool sexy black miniskirt with the highest pair of stilettos one could find in that shop down on moi avenue ....
I knew that I was back!
I knew knew that had to be paired with an extra white blouse and some long hair additions
Lilian Muli Kanene.........Competition .......here i come
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